The Psychotic Elf

[The Fifth]

(( Bye, SEC! ))

Calad thought. ".. don't know.." he murmured softly, and stared blankly.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

"Oh, I'm sorry,"Thengise said softly staring at the walls. She wanted to know who he was, but decided not to press him about it. "Do you miss being in Mirkwood, because I know that at times I do,"Thengise said thinking about her father.

[The Fifth]

Calad thought more, reaching back to distant memories. He then nodded slowly. "Yes... when not thinking... Mordor..." he murmured, some words too quiet to hear. He looked at Thengise, now noticing her beauty even more.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise gave him a warm smile, and returned his gaze. when his face was softened, it was handsome. Her hand weaved into his

[The Fifth]

The elf looked down at her long, slender hand entwining with his. He mumbled, "What are you doing..." But otherwise allowed her to do it.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

" am i making you uncomfortable" asked thengise, her eyes glimmering and her heart pounding and slightly withdrew her hand, questioning his eyes and his emotions.

[The Fifth]

He mumbled, "No..." And leant forward a bit. A few raven strands of hair tumbled down and partially obstructed his eyes as he stared blankly, still watching Thengise and her hands. This was only the second time he felt this way, and would take a while to get used to.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise fought with herself, innerly. as much as she wanted this, she coudlnt help thinking that she was taking advantage of him. she to, lent forward, never feeling this way about anyone before either. she gazed into his eyes , hoping against hope he would make a move.

[ColletteTook]

Collette skipped pass calads room and swerevd back around to see thengise in an obviously anxious moment, and decided to be nice, and shut the door for them and continue along her way

[The Fifth]

Calad looked back into her deep green eyes. He knew she expected something, so he ran a finger down her hand, then clenched onto it.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise felt his hand on hers. She shivered with anxiety, but stared longingly into his eyes.

[ArwenBaggins]

Nayru peeked out of her blankets to find Sorell.

She hoped out of the bed, and found some sort of crutches sitting by the door. With pain, she used the crutches to get out the door. She saw Sorell walking slowly back and forth in front of Calad's door, and she went to him.

"Sorell, I'm sorry. I couldn't help that. Please let me be your friend again..." She looked at him with puppy-dog eyes awaiting his answer

[The Fifth]

Calad saw the longing, and squeezed her hand so hard that his nails dug into her fair skin and squeezed out blood. He looked down, casting his eyes into shadow. He murmured something unintelligible, and looked back up at her.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise looked down at her hand, which was in pain. She saw the blood trickling down her hand. She painfully looked back up at Calad, who was staring at her. She looked in his eyes and painfully said,"what are you doing?"

[The Fifth]

Calad slowly let go of her hand, and his palm was equally crimson with the elven blood. He wiped it off on his face, and murmured, "Don't know..."

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

She grabbed a cloth from the nightstand and cleaned the blood off of her hand. She looked back up at him and saw his face covered in her blood. She handed him the cloth so that he may clean up.

[The Fifth]

He held the cloth a moment, then threw it onto the floor angrily. Calad leant back until he was in a reclining position, staring up at the ceiling.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise looked at her hand. It was no longer red. She looked at the cloth Calad had thrown. She looked at him lying on the bed. "What are you thinking about?"She asked softly.

[The Fifth]

Calad answered, "Nasty things..." and continued to stare up. He glanced at the cloth, strewn about on the floor. He had no curiousity to where the others were, and had only seen little of Collette, who had closed the door.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise ran her hand through his hair. "Do not think about such things. There's no need to, come back to us and leave that state of mind,"She said looking at his face.

[The Fifth]

Calad stared at her. He had that beastly look in his eyes again, the pupil dilating. He sat up, and said loudly, "No! I hate them! I hate them all! I hate all of you! I hate the sky, the stars, the ground that you step upon! I hate it!" He slid down to the floor, panting, and stared up at her.

((I must go now, bye.))

[ August 18, 2002: Message edited by: The Fifth ]

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

<<bye>>

Thengise felt torn, yet part of her knew he did not mean it. It still hurt her to hear such words. She looked down at Calad who was staring up at her from the floor. "I promised you I would never hurt you as did you,"she said as she got down on the floor and bravely sat by him. She held his face, as she put her hands onto each cheak. She stared into his eyes snd said,"Calad, come back to me."

[The Fifth]

Calad shouted, "Who is Calad?! He is not Calad, his name is Snaga!" He then tore himself away from Thengise's grip, screamed, and thrashed around so furiously he even became afraid of himself, clawing at his face and making large bleeding gashes everywhere.

[suicidal elf chick]

Kalia's head jerked in the direction of the room the two were in, and, hearing shouting, sped towards the room. She threw open the door and ran to restrain Calad.

[ColletteTook]

Collette was sitting in the small sitting room across the way, reading a book about the cities of man. She heard many shreiks, some kalia's and some were calads. screaming that suddenly erupts in the most unlikely of times had become such a common occurance, that she wasnt suprised at all, but calmly set down her book and sauntered into the room to see how much bandages they would need.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise backed away as Calad grew violent. She began to fear for him. It now seemed it was becoming harder for him to become sane. She slowly walked forward to try to help Kalia restrain him. "We won't hurt you! Remember I promised you,"Thengise said to Calad hoping to calm him down.

[ColletteTook]

Collette left for a moment, and came back with hot water for clening cuts and bandages, and tea, and rope seeing as they might need it all.

" if you dont stop it," said collette in a calm but loud voice, " i am going to tie you up so you cant move." she threatened calad.

[The Fifth]

Calad bit and clawed at everything he saw, and did not care for Collette's threat. "GO AWAY RINGWRAITH! I AM NOT YOURS!" he shouted. He thrashed around even harder, at times twitching and growling spasmodically. It seemed like nothing could keep him calm. "STOP -- IT!!" they could hear in the midst of the screaming and gurgling.

[suicidal elf chick]

Kalia held on to Calad's arms with all her might as he thrashed around. HE bit onto her hand and she growled. She took her hand off his arm and swung it forward to try to punch him in the stomach and wind him.

[ColletteTook]

As Calad stood, momentarily winded, more from suprise than pain, Collette seized her chance and tied his legs with three tight knots. She gave Kalia a 'look' telling her to distract his attention once more, so she could bind his arms.

[ August 19, 2002: Message edited by: ColletteTook ]

[The Fifth]

Calad was very surprised, and cried out in rage. He tried desperately to tear the ropes off but as this did not work he flailed around more, yelling until his voice grew hoarse. "STOP!! GET OFF!!" shouted he, over and over. His face was red from all of the heat, along with the semi-dried tears still lingering on his burning cheeks and burning eyes.

[ColletteTook]

" sorry calad but this is to prevent you from hurting yourself, as well as hurting us" said collette with a glance at thengises hand. Collette seized a cup of liquid, the same liquid that thengise ahad forced down her own throat to make her sleep, and had Kalia hold his mouth open and he was soon slumped upon the floor like a dead thing. She bound his hands and could now safely clean his cuts upon his face.

[suicidal elf chick]

Kalia sighed and got a cloth to clean her hands, for he had bitten her and broken the skin, causing her to bleed. She looked at Calad, who was passed out on the floor, and back to Thengise, who had a sad look upon her face.
"What is troubling you?" she asked, standing next to her friend.

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

Thengise looked sadly down at Calad who was now slumped upon the floor. She bound her own hand which was still bleeding a little.

"It scares me for it has become harder for Calad to come to his normal state of mind. The light in his eyes at time becomes smothered by his anger. I fear the worst and only hope we can make it to Rivendell on time. I have already lost my mother and I am determined not to lose him, yet there is nothing I can do,"Thengise replied softly.

[ColletteTook]

" of course there are things you can do" said collette briskly wiping her bleeding shoulder. " you are both mirkwood elves. you know him the best of all of us , and he likes you the most. find out his weaknesses, so it mayb e easier to restrain him next time he has a fit. do not lose hope. I am not leaving until we have some sort of resolution or cure as to the state of his mental incapacitation."
Her face changed from grim to cheery once more and offered them the tea she had brought in for them.
Collette had found her place there. no longer wondering what her purpose was, she knew it was to keep their spirits high.

[The Fifth]

((A small comment: Don't read this while eating. ))

Calad woke up just as quickly as he had passed out. He found himself bound up by the rough ropes, tied so tightly that it almost cut through his skin. He grunted, growled, and squirmed around. However, he was not gagged, and could shout out anything he desired. But, his voice was heavy and hoarse; it was tired as well from all of the yelling and commition.
He glanced up at the others, who seemed to be talking about his condition getting worse. He managed to sit up and draw his knees to his rope-bound chest, unable to move his arms. He felt a strange burning sensation in the deep part of his throat, and vomited up the liquid, everything he had eaten in the past day, and the black substance. This pooled about all over his lap and dribbled to the floor. He growled more, and did not allow anyone near him.

[ColletteTook]

Collette rushed over, trying to maintain her state of calm, and mop up what he had spewed about the floor, but it wrenched her heart and made her sick. she backed away and allowed thengise to finish.

<< i am going to be out of town and without my precious computer that i seemingly never leave. be back on saturday. you are free to play my character >>

[ August 21, 2002: Message edited by: ColletteTook ]

[Thengise Greenleaf of Mirkwood]

<<Bye Collette! We'll miss u!>>

Thengise looked down at Calad as he vomited the black gunk on the floor. She stepped back a bit at the horrible sight. She couldn't bear to see Calad suffer so much. Finally she came forward. She tried to get near him as Collette finished mopping but he would not allow it.

"Please let me help you. I really do care about you and I swear I will never ever hurt you. You mean a lot to me, so please do not be afraid,"Thengise said softly as she slowly came closer to him. She realized that everything she had said was very true. A tear ran down her face which she quickly swept off.

[ArwenBaggins]

Nayru sat her crutches down and painfully walked to Calad.

"Calad. Please. I know you think bad thinga about us, but don't. We will not hurt you. I swear on my mother and father's DEATH. We won't. Ke eya. Astril wi. *It's OK. Believe Us.*" Nayru had a said look in her eyes.

[The Fifth]

Calad then looked up, wide-eyed, at both Nayru and Thengise. Mainly he looked at Thengise. He then sighed, and allowed them to go closer.

((Bye Collette!))